Caged Rainbows

Caged Rainbows

Rainbows shimmer upon the breeze.
Rain washing away the stench of despair.
Light where there was once only shadows.
Momentary beauty after the waging of the storm
A passing serenity, upon the breeze of uncertainty.
Photographing the memory, for one cannot tame such beauty. Nor can one cage the vitality of a rainbow and one should never try for such a effort is but a waist of energy.

Thoughts of Solitude

Thoughts of Solitude

Walking without purpose.

Destination still unknown.

Thoughts begin to stray.

Time slips into nothingness.

Still I keep walking.

Into the unknown.

Ode to chang

Ode to chang

Change can be scary.
It is hardly ever soft.
Sometimes cange is louder and abrasive.
Other times change is quiet and sneaky.
Yet in the end change is just another aspect of life. Embedded in our fabric of evolution.
Change is growth. The seed of life before she becomes a flower. The wilting petal before she becomes the earth.

Change is beyond our grasp of control…
A force of the universe compelling us forward.
Hurdling us through space and time … the ride of a lifetime.
Still despite its inevitability we still fight its presence.
Suppressing the evolution of its nature. Denying her existence in order to preserve memories of the past.
The life of a seed, a time long since gone denying her true potential.

Why fight against the tide?
Why struggle and drown… suffocating the breath of evolution.
Embracing growth that is life.
Nurturing the soul that is existance.
Preserving that which can build us forward well releasing that which no longer serves us.
Change does not have to be a monster it can be sweet and comforting but only if you deny not her existence and embrace what she has to give.

Enter The Grey

Enter The Grey

Darkness fades into the grey.

Emotion blinding the senses.

Reality shattered.

Tumbling into madness.

Down…down…down.

Through the looking glass.

The world is somewhat more appealing.

Though I know it is not real.

But a delusion of emotion.

I crave the dream.

Walking the type rope.

Passion and insanity consume the soul.

Reality is no more… there is only the dream.

Woven out of emotion and fueled by imagination.

Lost but not without hope… I walk amongst the grey.

Outtakes

I found this poem in my files.

Enjoy the magick.

Heart

Ember left to smolder within my broken heart your eternal flame still carries on…

Burning forever and always amongst the darkness, the shadows of my aching soul.

Darkness has overtaken me.

The insanity.

Your light still shines through .

Burning softly within.

Keeping me warm, keeping me safe.

From that of my tortured mind…

Am I blind?

No I can see… I can see more clearly than ever before, even though you are gone.

Never to be seen again.

Your soul stolen by god… who the fuck does he think he is.

Selfishly I curse him for you belonged to me.

And I to you.

Just us two…

Now I sit alone.

You are everywhere.

I feel you burning within my chest.

Tired… so tired, we both must rest.

You curse me.

Haunting my dreams.

There is no escaping your ghost.

Your ember left to smolder.

My world… grows colder.

Our love will burn for eternity.

Our souls intertwined for infinity.

Your flame.

My shame.

Am I insane?

Rage.

Love.

Hate.

Emotions run through my soul.

My mind pays the toll…

I light a candle in your memory. A flame that is left to dance within my shatter heart of glass

Destroyed by time, stolen by god!

I curse his name; I curse such a god…

My love for you will burn forever on.

Time carries on

Life must go on

Can I move on?

I must move on.

Rage.

Love.

Hate.

These emotions I emanate.

You incinerate… me.

The burning within my chest had come to a rest one last test…of strength.

I blow out the flame.

Such pain.

So much pain…

I know the remorse will subside.

The pain of the flame.

The ember.

Remember…

Why must I remember?

Thump… thump… beating of the heart.

Remember the hate.

Remember the love.

Remember the pain.

Remember the flame.

I remember it all…

Welcome to Wonderland


Once upon a time I …

I fell down the rabbit hole.

Tumbling into the abyss of the wandering mind.

Reality torn at the seams resewed, and then torn apart again and again.

Provoked by inspiration, I was left to dwell in thought.

Reshaping the mind, transforming perception.

Pausing to take in the moment.

Clarity came from within…

Light peaked from above.

No longer crawling I walk freely.

No longer fearing the world for I have faced my fear.

Insanity now transmuted, grounded into order.

Eyes open, the world holds new perspective.

Emerging from the depths of the rabbit hole, empowered and whole.

Breathe…
The Wondering Path

Fleeting Flowers

Flowers bloom for hours.

Time passes.

Now aged.

Wilting pleasures that melt my heart.

Still beautiful.

Magick upon their sent.

Timeless beauty.

Embracing life and their final moments.

I will see you next year my friends.